I’m sitting here listening to ‘thinking out loud’ and I’m thinking back to a few months ago. I remember having a conversation with a friend and saying that I had given up on the idea of finding the one. Finding someone who I could fall madly in love with and that I would be happy with an arranged marriage in which my parents could find the guy and I would say yes because I genuinely didn’t believe I would find someone. I had given up on the idea of love and I remember my friend had said time will do its thing and I will change my mind.
Over the past few month, I have come a long way. From finding the idea of love unbelievable I have started believing in love again. That’s not because I have found someone or see someone as Mr. right. But I have seen how love makes the world go round. I have seen the happy old lady who cutely holds onto her husband’s arm as she struggles to walk along the road. I have now seen the girl who travelled all around the world to find the love of her life on a completely different continent and is living the dream fairytale every girl wants. I have seen two best friends fall in love and get married. I have also seen childhood sweethearts get married in the name of love and living happily ever after. I have seen all of this and more. Now, I don’t want a big fairytale but I do want a happy ending. An ending where I’m truly and completely in love with the person I’m with.